Throughout our relationship
Both as friends and lovers
You have always portrayed yourself
As both a reasonable man and emotional man
One who would think and make rational decisions
And as well put feelings in consideration
So that “love could have a good place to sit”
Until recently when you bared a part of your mind
Based on what can neither be associated with the aforementioned
I remember reading that you want to spend the rest of our days together
“In joy, in peace, and laughter
In tears, in screams, and anger”
Those were your exact words
A woman doesn’t forget that quickly
For anything her man tells her, she holds dearly
This was only few weeks ago
They’re (your words) my evidence
That you were indeed prepared for it all
You, this same man before I loved you (romantically) said
“Let it aura capture and bedazzle me”
And now, you’re considering tossing away every great thing we had built
Putting our investments on the line
And not caring about what could’ve been
Along that time spent on a hiatus
Or don’t you know that the time you’re using to “not think about us”
Could be spent instead to build upon what exists already?
The worst state of feeling any person can be
Is wanting to hold on to someone
Who doesn’t know if they still love you
Does love die that quickly?
[See how confused you got me?]
If it was ever love, you owe it to me and yourself to fight for it
When you said that you don’t feel whatever you felt in the beginning for me anymore
I felt like I had been hit with a poleaxe
It put me in a pensive mood
